So since I am the most negative person on the face of the earth I've decided to copy a cheerful blogger and post one thing I am thankful for everyday for 100 days. Truth be told I use my blog to bitch and it's ugly...
First things first it was my birthday this weekend I completely did not even want to get dressed up to go out and eat or nothing. So we ordered pizza and played the Wii friday night. All the ladies at work got me a cheese cake and I had some left over to enjoy with the family after our pizza. Nathan and Jose lit a candle and pulled the mattress to the living room for a sleep over them cause yall know I turned 4! LOL anyways it was just what the doc ordered cause I was so relaxed and chilled. And I was thankful to have had such a chill birthday cause lord knows I needed it....after that week.
Jose starts a new Job today! I couldnt be more thankful than that!! This job has 45 hours a wk plus overtime and monthly bonuses. Medical and all the works. SO I AM HAPPY!!!!
We signed a new lease on saturday at a local apt complex in Bryan. I am really going to miss my duplex so much I want to cry. I loved my yard and the location. The neighborhood was so quite and nice. With the trouble I was having with our current landlord I was so so THANKFUL to have found our new landlord. She is helping us out so much on the move in dates so I won't need to put my stuff in storage and then move again. I couldn't have been luckier to have found her at that time cause I was so stressed out. I hate moving it's so MUCH trouble and I move every year. ugh I can't wait to stop renting that will be the day!
I am also very thankful that I am now 3 days late....I kinda felt different with all the panic attacks I've had and there was actually 2 days awhile back where I slept from the time I got home from work until I got up and then again the next day...I was so tired and I thought it was because of my patches but now I am thinking maybe I could be pregant. The thought could not make me more happier but I also know that I have been so dissappointed so many times before so I'm scared to even say it but that's what I am thinking. Like I said we want it to be true SO MUCH so I hope it is right. I took two pregancy test this wkend and both came out with some error?? Isn't that weird it kinda scared me cause that's not an answer maybe it's too soon to tell so we are going to wait until the 18th if nothing I think there is a really good chance that I am. I guess just wait and see the story of my life...
Peixin is leaving for for the summer on the 26th, which I will say has been a day that I am ready for, in the nicest way possible. And I can say this because I feel she is my daughter. But lordy lordy she has teasted my sanity. This summer I will def. enjoy it to the last drop before she comes back. Although the house will not be the same and I will miss her so much...I truely can say I love her so much, we diffently have had a time getting to know each other. She is such good company and puts a certain joy in my heart that nobody else could. I'll miss our ride to school in the mornings and in the afternoons when we weren't racing to not be late lol! I won't miss soy sauce and your dirty room. I will miss saturday morning cartoonsoh my gosh Im cryin lol
I hope your ugly boyfriend drops dead so I won't need to worry about him next year. It sounds like I am writting her a letter. wow okay I need to do that before I embarrasses everyone at the airport that day. I wish it wasn't so many things going on this year cause I had so many stuff planned for us to do together but it was so weird how Peixin has fit into our family....I don't think I will be able to do this with another child again. She was a great addition.
Nathan will be with us the whole month of July. So I need to find something for him to do quick. I can't keep in the house or send him with Joses Mom I need to find some place, camp, sports or something to keep him busy. because that boy will drive me up a wall if he don't have ntohing to do. He reminds me of my dad hyper. He can not sit still and I mean ITS bad at one point this year he bit his nails to the bone and it's because to have something to do. When he is sleeping he grinds his teeth or moves his foot can't sit still not even in his sleep. So I want to keep him active. Everyone should see how cute he is, he is now wearing glasses. He's a doll. A hyder doll lol
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First let me say OMG YEAH if you are. Do not stress sometimes it can be to early to take a test. Wait until the 18th and try it again, if it comes up again error then go to the doctor and they can test you. That would be freaking awesome if you are because it is your time and you would make a wonderful mom. I am going to pray and pray that you are.
Love the way you did your blog I love the pictures that you use, and learning about cultures are awesome. Because you always learn something new that you never learned before. And girl you do not bitch your blog is something that you can write all thoughts without feeling guilty.
On Nathan have you tried Powersports? They have a summer camp from like 7:30 in the morning until 6:00 at night. And you get to pick what days you want them to attend, they go bowling, swimming just different things.
So glad you are leaving your apt. because there is no need to deal with your landlady being all rude and crazy. You need a place where everything runs smoothly. I am praying for a smooth and quick move. Let me know if you need some help and if I can get away I sure will come and help you out.
So is Peixin coming back or is she leaving for good? You were a great school mother for her. I know she will miss you, is there anyway you can keep in contact with her? Through letter or email, that way you can just keep in touch and you won't feel as sad.
Natalie, I sure do enjoy reading your blogs they are so much better than mine. Keeping you in my prayers.
Thanks Autumn you are always so sweet! The picutres are actually taken from Kat Von D from that old show LA Ink, the lady with all the tatoos, yes her! lol I really like her photography. peixin will be back next year so I'm really not too too upset but next year when she leaves for good then I really have something to cry about! lol hopefully we have a kid or about to to make me feel better lol plus i have her email add and Ill be buggin her all summer anyways but she will be in boarding school as well so we will see how that goes.
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